Tonight I went out for drinks with the guy I'll call Sweet Guy (for random reasons...) I met him unconventionally online and we chatted for a long time before we had decided to go for drinks together. When we did meet, he had me literally crying with laughter and I had been pretty sure that there was a spark. So much so, I had felt that wondering walking home on whether he was going to kiss me or not (and found myself really wanting him to).
But he didn't. And it left me wondering - until he later explained online that he was seeing someone and that although we really got on, it had been a meet just as friends.
Typical.
So we met again tonight - and although I know that he is seeing someone, I really couldn't help but feel that buzz again. I'm pretty sure that if he was single, there'd been a lot more going on this evening rather than me now sitting in my PJ's writing a blog. And now I'm so wound up that I really want more to have happened - how wrong does that make me?
But it gets worse - as I write this, I'm arranging 2 dates with two other guys. I don't know if this is normal in the "single" world...is it? I haven't been single in a really long time, and although I am loving it, I am so unsure of etiquette about these things. And to make it worse, I am very definate as to the fact that I want to stay single for the next little while.
*Sigh* - I'll let you know how things go as they progress...
But he didn't. And it left me wondering - until he later explained online that he was seeing someone and that although we really got on, it had been a meet just as friends.
Typical.
So we met again tonight - and although I know that he is seeing someone, I really couldn't help but feel that buzz again. I'm pretty sure that if he was single, there'd been a lot more going on this evening rather than me now sitting in my PJ's writing a blog. And now I'm so wound up that I really want more to have happened - how wrong does that make me?
But it gets worse - as I write this, I'm arranging 2 dates with two other guys. I don't know if this is normal in the "single" world...is it? I haven't been single in a really long time, and although I am loving it, I am so unsure of etiquette about these things. And to make it worse, I am very definate as to the fact that I want to stay single for the next little while.
*Sigh* - I'll let you know how things go as they progress...
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You're fine. As long as you're casually dating and no one thinks you're being exclusive with them, have as many dates as you want.
ReplyDeleteNice blog so far. I'll check back. :)