The weekend…

It has been an interesting weekend for me – and a surprising one at that. Some in good ways, some in bad.

Basically, without getting too heavy into a back story just in case my anonymity ever gets let out of the bag so to speak, a guy at work whom I had kissed a few weeks ago ended up at a night out we were at on Friday with a few of his mates. Now this work guy and I aren’t in a relationship – otherwise I wouldn’t be in the right calling this blog what I do – and one thing lead to another, where I ended up kissing him mate who I am going to call ‘N’ for short – in the hope that I’ll be able to talk about him more in the future.

Now the guy from work wasn’t there when this happened, and he knows about it now so that side of things is cool. And N came back to my mates flat with me where we discovered that we actually have a lot in common which we didn’t know about before. I didn’t have sex with him – nor will I in the immediate future but we are planning on seeing each other again soon. And he kissed me when we were both sober so I know it wasn’t purely a drunken thing. It’s strange, but I’ve just met someone who I am comfortable about ‘dating’ and someone who, quite frankly, turns me on something unbelievable. I saw him today at work and had to stop myself from asking him to grab me and kiss me…

But yeah.

Bad stuff happened with flatmate. Can’t go into it – worried as hell but the cards are on the table now to be honest so let’s just see what happens from now on in.

In case I don’t blog again anytime soon, Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays to you all.

SGx

Hmm...

I'm not feeling my best tonight. Cancelled my almost-date-almost-not thing because I felt so weird about things.

I don't know what's up with me - keep thinking about all the men who are buzzing around my head and it's making it all cloudy. The men I don't want all want me, the men I do want act aloof.

This must be the way of life.

Add to the bargain that I have full on winter horniness...humph

x

A Meme For Tonight

WW #34
Questions by: Another Suburban Mom

1. What is the one sexual act you would never do?

I would never, ever do anything involving urine or...well, ick, you know what I mean...

2. Is there anyone you know, that if they turned out to be a serial killer you would not be surprised?

I've trained a few people who could be a bit serial killer-esque

3. What is the most annoying thing about the holiday season for you?

Christmas songs and things far far too early in the year. I'm selfish - I have a December birthday therefore it is NOT Christmas before the 3rd of December. Full stop.

4. If you saw a video of your celebrity crush picking their nose, would that change your opinion of their hotness?

It most certainly would, but then I guess we are all human

5. What is the one non-sexual thing you would be embarrassed to be caught doing?

Probably rearranging my underwear - seems to be a common thing but when the G-String is getting far too up close and personal, there's nothing else to be done

6. A favorite blogger friend wrote a column about the one word that really turns her on. Do you have a word or phrase that does the same for you? What is it?

Hard is a word which does it for me..."your cock is so...", "your nipples are so...", "fuck me..." etc. There are so many uses for it

7. As someone who ran a virtual cookie exchange, I have to ask what your favorite cookie is?

Chocolate chip...yum yum

Tonight - Does it make me wrong?

Tonight I went out for drinks with the guy I'll call Sweet Guy (for random reasons...) I met him unconventionally online and we chatted for a long time before we had decided to go for drinks together. When we did meet, he had me literally crying with laughter and I had been pretty sure that there was a spark. So much so, I had felt that wondering walking home on whether he was going to kiss me or not (and found myself really wanting him to).

But he didn't. And it left me wondering - until he later explained online that he was seeing someone and that although we really got on, it had been a meet just as friends.

Typical.

So we met again tonight - and although I know that he is seeing someone, I really couldn't help but feel that buzz again. I'm pretty sure that if he was single, there'd been a lot more going on this evening rather than me now sitting in my PJ's writing a blog. And now I'm so wound up that I really want more to have happened - how wrong does that make me?

But it gets worse - as I write this, I'm arranging 2 dates with two other guys. I don't know if this is normal in the "single" world...is it? I haven't been single in a really long time, and although I am loving it, I am so unsure of etiquette about these things. And to make it worse, I am very definate as to the fact that I want to stay single for the next little while.

*Sigh* - I'll let you know how things go as they progress...

Post Number 1

So here is post number one in what I hope will be a long standing blog. In honesty, it all started really from reading and following Girl With A One Track Mind's blog and book (two things I would really recommend to be honest)

So I thought about what it would be like to be able to look over how things have changed for me in a year, where I see myself now and where I will be and what I will be doing - as something tells me the two will probably vastly differ from each other.

So this is the introduction post really I suppose. I am a 23 year old single woman, with a professional (although far too lowly paid job) in Glasgow. I love single life, I really do as it is the first time I've really found who I am and done what I truly wanted to do myself. I do expect that this blog will circle around men, sometimes women and the relationships (however short term) these may be.

I have also recently found a place within the burlesque community and I love the scene in and around Glasgow for it, and think that I will attempt to perform in 2009 - but we shall see how this goes.

Anyway, intro post done really...please, if you do drop into my little area of webspace, leave me a comment - would like nothing more than to hear some feedback or comments or something :)

xx